update for reals.

hello friends,
so my last few entries haven't been real entries... as you probably noticed. things are going well, but they are kinda stressful right now. midterms are about to start, and all of the papers and stuff are due in about a week. CrAzY! but yeah, school is still going well... and i still like it. my class for PE is almost done! (it's only a block class) so that is kinda nice! now i can go swimming a little bit later each day. =) hehehe.
i went ice skating with adam and jo and her boyfriend, jack! it was tons of fun! afterwards we got hot chocolate. delicious...

















mostly the main exciting event for this past bit is that i got my pointe shoes!!! FINALLY! they are so pretty! =) i am way excited! yesterday at dance i talked to my teacher about them, and she told me how to sew the ribbons and elastics on and everything. i tried standing in them... and i can! so that is pretty exciting to me. when i went to get them, the lady was all excited with me. i even got a lollipop because it was my first pair of pointe shoes.
















this is pretty much the only update in life. i'll let you know if anything else exciting happens.
con amor,
jessica

no sleep, thanks.

so right now lots of things are running through my mind. it's pretty wild. i think that sometimes the best way for me to get it all sorted it out is to write. not that i'm any good at writing or anything... i just kinda like it.

there is too much going on in my life. sometimes i honestly wish i could drop out of school and go to beauty school. i know that is not gonna work out for me, but i wish i wanted it and i was doing that. it seems nicer than school right now.

i have too many tests all at once. why in the world do teachers have tests all at once? seriously. i never have had midterms all in a one week period. that is completely wild and inappropriate of them.

i want to be a good dancer, but i'm not. i'm mad that i ever quit dance and gymnastics when i was little. i mean, i know i hated it then... but i love it now. and sometimes i feel like it's too late and that ship has sailed.

i miss home a lot these days. i miss my family and my house. i miss being able to talk to my mom whenever i want. i miss not seeing frozen disgusting every time i go outside.

i miss swimming. i went swimming last week because i felt like mono wasn't ruling my life at the time. but honestly, i'm not good at swimming anymore either... which is sad because it was MY thing. and now i don't really have a thing.

i want a desk. i miss putting my purse on a surface besides my floor that has diseases. i want to put my boxes on my dresser and i want to have picture frames and i just need more space.

i want washers and dryers that work. but low and behold, the ones here will never work. not even in their wildest dreams.

i want food that lasts. i want to be able to put lettuce in the fridge and have it last more than two days. but it doesn't because i don't even know why. it's frustrating. i want more space to put good food. i don't want to have to dig for my cans of beans anymore.

i want my bed sheets to always smell nice. but that requires me washing them every day. but it would be nice if i could have that. just saying.

i want water that tastes delicious. and if i'm thirsty in the night, i want to go to the freezer and push the little button and have the crushed ice come out... and then push the other button and get 6 ounces of water. oh and i want it in a clean glass cup.

i want my carpet to be clean and possible for me to lay down on.

this helped. thanks for letting me vent.

hasta luego amigos.
jess

25 things about me!

so i actually wrote this for facebook... but my mom tells me i should put it here. these are 25 things that kinda maybe capture me. who knows?


1. I love to dance! I love any ol' kind of dance... ghetto dance parties all the way to ballet! i just got my pointe shoes today! =)

2. I love to color in coloring books. I especially like disney ones. Little Mermaid, Jasmine, you know. The good ones.

3. When I was in fourth grade I honestly believed that there were Indians buried in my front yard. We dug for all kinds of artifacts. I think we probably just found mud. Crazies.

4. I am in an elementary school PE class. It is like I am in second grade again. I get to walk around galloping, or doing gorilla walks, or flying like an airplane. ("Eyes on me, hands on knees.")

5. I love chick flicks. I will never compromise and accept anything else. Sorry.

6. I have always been a hippie. When I was in second grade I made this way cool symbolic pin with different colors that meant something. (i.e. blue=blue bird; green=grass)

7. I have bobble-head turtles that are from Mexico. They are SO COOL.

8. I love to collect boxes. It is honestly my biggest trial to go to the bookstore and see boxes full of cards. It doesn't matter if the cards are cute. If the box is cute, I want it. Usually I buckle, and buy it... ha.

9. I listen to reggaeton when I get ready for school in the morning. The Anthem is probably my favorite.

10. When we first got our cat, Max, we (Michael and I) dressed him up in Michael's old soccer uniforms and would kick little balls at Max. He totally would block them with his paw. He was basically pro. Really.

11. I bang my head on everything. Seriously, every night I'll hit my head on the wall or the dresser. That's probably why I am so crazy.

12. I love Spanish. I love Mexicans. I love anything to do with Mexico. I eat quesidillas like every night. I also love horchatta. =)

13. I love little kids. I can't wait until I am a teacher and I can be with them all the time!

14. I have two little crabs. They are so cute except not really. I actually don't want to touch them ever. When we drove home from the pet store I had to hold the plastic bag on my hands... and I could feel them scrimpin' on my hand. Kinda horrible...

15. I have an amazing boyfriend named Adam. He is the coolest.

16. I love swimming in the summer. I love how the sun makes me feel. I love California. That's three things... but they kinda all tie in together. haha.

17. I watch Gossip Girl obsessively every Thursday online. It is a good time. I feel that I am on the show now because I pretty much believe that I know every character personally. We are besties.

18. I think I that I can do spells. AVADA KADAVRA. oh yeah, I went there. But really, I love Harry Potter... It is so cool.

19. Nagini follows us everywhere. Literally I will be in a rest home, and Nagini will be SLINKING and SCRIMPING through the pipes keeping me up. Thank you Voldemort for creating such a beast. Really, gracias.

20. I love the beach. I have seashells and starfishies in my room.

21. I am the family home evening mom. SECOND YEAR IN A ROW. I have had three husbands, but I have never really been married.

22. I can put my feet behind my head and my fist in my mouth. suckas.

23. I play tetris on my ipod. I also play risk on my gameboy. I hate when the gameboy game has a glitch and gives all of the armies to China and I LOOSE.

24. I can't roll my tongue in a taco.

25. I drove a lovely, red, stick-shift truck in high school. Also, I am a horrid driver. We shall leave it at that.

que tenga un buen dia!
<3 jessica